Friday, May 29, 2009

ch-ch-ch-Changes

I was reminded again today of one of my least favorite character traits (well, actually two of them). The first one is that I don't do well with change...especially change that I didn't seek out. It seems that I've had to deal with a lot of that in the past 10 years. Today was my last day of teaching (you'll probably remember that my contract is not being renewed next year). I have come to grips with that but today at our last faculty meeting, I was publicly thanked by our principal for all I had done for the school this year. I held it together allright but then a few minutes later, the district curriculum director (my boss and the first principal I worked for 5 years ago) also publicly thanked me for the work I have done over the years. He referred to me as the jack of all trades and spoke of the fact that I could take over any class and they would know that the students were in good hands and that I was well liked by the students. My emotions were already close to the surface and it didn't take much for me to lose it--my second least favorite character trait...crying in public (I don't cry pretty).

Teaching has been an interesting opportunity for me. I have had students throw up in class, wet their pants, cut their hair; I have gone on fieldtrips, played games, and taught a variety of subjects that I didn't even know that I knew. I have confiscated cell phones, told kids to spit out gum, kicked kids out of class, and called parents. Probably the most difficult thing to deal with is when students share some very heavy burdens with me such as parents divorce, and confusion about their sexual orientation. It has been quite the adventure.

Now that that part of my life is over, I am diligently looking for a job and hope it all falls in to place quickly. Wish me luck!

11 comments:

Kris said...

It comes as no surprise to me at all that you were so highly regarded. Not only by your supervisors, but by your co workers and students as well. You left a lasting impression on me, the short time I was fortunate enough to associate with you through our girls, and so I am certain that they hated to lose you as a teacher in their school. It is because of all of those terrific qualities that made you so well liked and respected,that will no doubt have you landing a job very soon that will once again challenge and inspire you.
Good luck Lauri!

Sheryl said...

Well my amazing friend. You have done an incredible job, influenced so many lives, and you have another adventure or 2 or 3 ahead! You are a rock star among women, and good for them for appreciating the gift they had in you these last 5 years!!

Kelly said...

I am sure you impacted more people in and out of that room than you realize. Teaching is a work of art, and you will never cease to amaze others with that talent. I would've loved to been in one of your classes. YOu will find what is around the corner, and again you will excel. Congrats to finishing the year strong and changing lives. I look forward to hearing more!

Debbie Jones said...

I can tell from the posts about your adventures in the classroom that you have done a wonderful job for the kids of Queen Creek. Your departure is truly their loss. You are in our prayers as far as your job search goes. Charly is still up in the air as far as a job for next year. Some districts have called back laid off teachers, but Charly's district has not. Lots of challenges for lots of people just now. I will let you know if I hear of anything that sounds like it's in your career field. Give me a call some time this summer and let's get together.

Rebecca Carter said...

Hi Lauri!

Ah, the joys of life! What a nice thing for you to receive a great commendation from your supervisors. Good job, indeed!

It sounds like they would welcome you in a heartbeat if you had your teaching certificate because they know they can count on you to do a good job.

You will be remembered in our prayers as you look for new opportunities. Good people are always needed in places of employment.

When I did "temp work" a number of years ago in the Phoenix area, it was a good way to get a foot in the door. That's one way that employers look for people to hire. They can watch you work without any obligation. I got a lot of job offers doing temp work.

Love and Hugs!

Anonymous said...

I'm here to wish you Good Luck in the job search. I hope something comes along quick and fast. I didn't realize that you are actually leaving teaching, I thought maybe you would just move on to a new school/district. I hate to think about such a wonderful teacher leaving the profession altogether, kids need teachers like YOU!! Congratulatons on all the words of commendation, I know they were deserved and heartfelt. I hope you enjoy the summer!

amelia said...

I would have probably cried too. Sad that they love you but the economy is not allowing you to stay. I hope you find something soon!

Jessica said...

It comes as no suprise that everyone loved you and that you cried on your last day. It is amazing how attached you become to a job especially in teaching. I know it will all work out for the best. Now that you have your degree you will find a perfect job. Good luck! You are amazing and will go on touch many more lives.

Vicki said...

Lauri, It's so good to have you here.

Kris said...

Without a doubt I know you must have been an amazing teacher there. There needs to be more just like you. I'm rooting for you as you search for another job- hopefully in the teaching field as you are so, so good!

Kris said...

LUCK! I just can't believe they would let you go! They are crazy. Isn't there some extra money somewhere..maybe hiding in a drawer or something?
May miracles come your way...SOON!